mistakes
garage is over, but real work seemed to have just started..
wanna just thank God for the wonderful things He have done during this whole process.. like all the practices, the skit planning and rehearsing, props, merchandising, logistics, number of people, people to help, jc garage, and to be able to spread the gospel to so many people… really praise the Lord..
garage on saturday seemed to have more impact on my own self compared to friday.. i dunno why but on stage listening to lennard’s sharing, i somehow was impacted by the words of truth.. and as i played who am i, the feeling of unworthiness yet loved by God just overwhelmed me.. nothing of such conviction was ever felt before..
looking at da neng, i could see the lost yet hopeful look when he heard the gospel.. i remembered 2 years ago in wallaby exercise when we were doing sentry.. he told me he was looking for an identity for himself.. he was asking who he is.. and the song who am i yesterdae i felt was just so appropriate.. God really plans everything for the good of those who loves him.. never did i expect that daneng would really agree to come garage..
martin and matthew’s acting were great.. but wad impacted me the most was the part where martin just sat on the chair waiting for a reply on his handphone.. only Jesus is forever faithful even when i disappoint him.. no greater love.. that he even died for my sins..
just finished sorting out my church stuff.. playing for service next sunday.. pss due tuesday, reflection due thurs.. mmt pss haven send out yet.. like so many “reports” to write but so similar in nature.. just received sms from sarabelle to bring rags tmr for the great clean up.. wow.. haha
really wanna thank God for providing me with supporters.. received support from ming yu lao shi.. God’s grace.. i just wanna really let them know how true and great God is working in my life these few weeks in project serve.. i dunno how i should type my feb pss.. may God give me the wisdom to write..
i always used the excuse that it is difficult to totally focus on God on the stage.. its forever a struggle.. but yesterdae on stage with all the lights blinding me.. i realised its possible by God’s grace.. to really know that i’m playing simply for Him and Him alone.. to give all the glory to Him for Him alone thru His lavish gifts of talents on me.. to praise Him with all that i can and am.. its possible!
but how do i then view mistakes?
God.. help me view my mistakes as something u allowed to happen.. to remind me to be serious and committed in ur service.. to not affect my soul through future service to you..
