so much to do
theres so much link between supervision and chien chong’s teaching yesterdae during consolidation.. we can be loving caring and stuff, but we cannot be compromising.. compromising is now love.. how can i break that barrier?
still thinking about if i should continue to serve in yfc after 10th march… wad are the implications? i bring this issue to you Lord.. please guide me along this path…
its only by Your blood and through Your mercy that i can come…
learn boardgames this morning.. having rehearsals until late tonight.. i foresee a challenging time later.. “there’s so much to do that i just wanna spend the first 3 hours of today praying ” - martin luther
i dun have 3 hours.. but i want to keep praying.. i dunno why.. maybe i need your strength, maybe i need to find peace.. christine just asked me why i always look so stressed.. do i? sometimes i find myself very temperamental.. i dunno if thats the correct word to use.. but i find my mood easily changed by circumstances.. actually i only realised that in army… and some friends told me before that i am very hard to work with because of my mood swings.. sometimes.. its not the circumstances that change that make me change my mood.. but i just get affected easily.. sometimes by nothing even! i realise its not very good… cant find the reason but its more or less affecting me in my work to a certain extent.. maybe that’s why i just have this strong desire to pray.. 3C is very distracting..
can i find a time with God despite the havocness in this world?
i have so much to do today that i just want to draw strength and joy from God first - derrick
